A Fire
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I don’t know how to tell this story.
At 9.30pm on Thursday 6th September, seconds from my door, a family of five sat together in their home, made of corrugated iron and wood. Two boys and two young women sat together on a wooden bench, while a third woman knelt re-filling the small generator with kerosene. There was very little room between their house and the next, so the generator sat in the doorway. The woman bent to empty her bottle of fuel, but she did not switch off the generator. A tiny spark flashed, it hit the fuel and exploded in her face. Lighted fuel splashed everywhere, covering the walls and ceiling, dousing another woman’s leg. The three women screamed, the two boys tried to hide. The walls were alight, the ceiling was alight and the only exit was blocked by the unstable, burning generator. The only escape was through the fire. They all ran forward into the worst of the flames.
In a stone house, in the middle of 100 or so wooden shacks, I sat with two friends. We heard the screams. By the time we’d grabbed shoes and water, the fire had spread to at least ten more dwellings and hundreds of people were running, screaming and dragging mattresses, pots, pans everything they owned out of their tiny shacks, desperate to save what little they had. We ran forward, towards the fire, past people running with children and belongings. We were separated; the boys gave what little water we had to men standing on burning rooftops. I ran forward looking for anyone injured or any children separated in the panic. The fire kept growing. I lost my shoes, I barely noticed.
I turned a corner and I found her, the woman with the fuel. She was naked, sat on the floor with people running by her. Her skin lay in tatters around her. She was white under her black skin, burnt to her fat. Her face, her arms, her legs, her stomach. Everywhere. I grabbed at men for help, they kept running. I screamed for my friends. As I turned around a little boy was dropped next to the woman, his legs were white. People kept running. I screamed for my friends. Patrick came and carried the boy away to somewhere cooler and calmer. As the boy lay on the ground shaking, he cried “I don’t want to die”.
I stayed with the woman. I tried to pick her up, her skin fell off in my hands. A man stopped and put her on his back. Thank god, the fire was getting closer.
Another friend was asleep at home, the fire was raging towards our house, so I ran back. I passed Patrick and the boy, lying on the floor, they asked for painkillers.
I woke Joanne by screaming “fire!” and carried on to ransack the house for blankets and painkillers. There was no water. There is no electricity, but the flames lit up the room. My hands were shaking. I paused to lock the door. Looters were a possibility. Should I have done that? The boy was waiting.
By this time, a two year old baby girl is dead. She was trapped in one of the first houses. Later, friends will see her father, crying, inconsolable. But for now, no one has realised.
I throw the painkillers to Patrick and run back towards the fire. I search, but I can’t find anyone else injured. I join Leigh in grabbing people’s belongings and moving them away. The fire is still growing, it’s been twenty minutes. The buckets are running low, there’s just no water.
I run out to the road. I pass a fire engine, finally. It’s stuck in one of the many ditches, too far away to reach the fire. I pass Patrick running back to the house. He’s found a taxi driver for the boy, the driver wants money. I reach the boy, his name is Bassay and he’s gritted his teeth so tightly that he can’t make a sound. His legs are horrifying. I try not to look. I hold his hand. Before we can set off, the taxi driver wants him out. The money is taking too long. A man lifts him, he can’t avoid brushing his legs. Bassay grits harder. He is silent.
Eventually we find a taxi, there’s no mention of money, my skin colour is enough. I don’t mention that I have nothing to give him. My pockets are empty. We set off to Emergency, its 45 minutes out of town. The road is the worst in Sierra Leone. We bump over potholes. I hold Bassay’s hand tightly, I try to keep him warm. He is silent still. A little soldier, but he’s starting to go into shock, he’s fighting unconsciousness. I don’t know what to do.
Suddenly another taxi bumps towards us, they scream that the hospital won’t let anyone in. It’s been a wasted journey. The mass of white legs in the headlights, draped over headrests and dashboard, tells us they’re from the fire. More of the women have been found then.
We head back into town, nearly an hour and a half has passed since the generator exploded. We reach the hospital. The sight is unbelievable. There are three more women with horrific burns, clothes melted to them, the smell of burnt skin. We sit in an office. There is one bed and one wheelchair, the rest sit on chairs. They are whimpering.
No one seems sure what to do. Or is it that no one seems interested? The time ticks by. No morphine arrives, everyone is starting to shack uncontrollably, there are puddles of fluid around Bassay’s burnt feet. I squeeze his hand. I think it’s more for me than him. Patrick is there, he’s paid the driver, he hums to Bassay. We wait. The women are moved one by one. There are no stretchers, their family carries them, skin comes away. An hour and a half after we arrived, a doctor casually beckons us forward.
They scrape off his skin. He cries, he squeezes my hand. There is no one else here for him, his family is burnt. They bring a bowl of dirty water, it has his sister’s skin in it. They wash his legs, he screams. I grit my teeth, I want to cry, but I can’t, not yet. They wrap his legs in the thinnest gauze and a nurse arrives to apply Vaseline. She scrapes the sides, the bottom, the lid. There is little left. There was only one pot of Vaseline, there were four victims. The nurse uses the same instrument on all the wounded. Transmission of disease is not considered.
Finally at 1.30am, four hours after the accident, Bassay and the others are settled into bed. No sheets, no disinfectant, we leave reluctantly. We’ve given the hospital money, but they warn us it’s not enough. We must come back tomorrow.
The fire is out. I fall into bed, too tired to cry.
The next day we go to the hospital, they’re not there. We didn’t come soon enough with the money. They were thrown out. I can’t imagine…they cannot walk. We presume they took a taxi to Emergency. We go there.
We find Bassay and another boy there; Abass. The sign says “25% II degree burns”. They’re being well cared for. I nearly cry right there with relief. The hospital is run by Italians. I feel guilty to be so happy, the Europeans are here, it’ll be ok. My faith in African medicine is being tested. The women are not there, they were turned away. There are rumours they are in a third hospital, it costs 200,000le a night to stay there, that’s around 35pound, no one here has that money. We speak to the family, they have enough money for a week. But they have no house, no food, no clothes, the man we speak to is shoeless.
There is no ending to this story. I don’t know what to do. The woman I found on the floor has 1st degree burns to 50% of her body. She is awake, smiling, even moving. She will probably die. Infection will kill her if she is forced to leave the hospital, which she will do in 3 days time.
We have no money to keep her there, if we used all of our savings she could stay for a month. Her burns are so severe, that given the lack of treatment and sanitation, she will probably die anyway. I’m trying to think positively, it’s difficult. I don’t know what to do. I held her in my arms. She is alive.
This wouldn’t happen where I come from.
On Thursday 6th September 2007 in Freetown, Sierra Leone, twelve dwellings were burnt to the ground. Approximately 60 people were left homeless. A little girl was killed. Bassay, his cousin Abass and his sisters will have to fight to live for the rest of their lives. The people here say that that’s life, that’s Africa. No one knows, no one notices, another fire, another dead child. This note is a small record of all that was lost. It is not meaningless, it was not small, it has not gone unnoticed.
If this note seemed contrived, pretentious, affected…the usual. I’m sorry. I don’t know how to tell this story.